[POEM] Cries In Pain - By Austeen Aulcena

Deep down in pain, my heart bleeds for redemption

I know I have failed, so many times.

I just couldn't resist it - I have myself to be blame

If I think any further its suicide 

Life itself has nothing for me - my mind speak.

My good things turn bad in a twinkle of an eye.

The fear of hell got me in  grieve 

I lost the respect I have for my self.

I lost all that I have gathered for long now.

Am irresponsible, am stupid, useless and not qualify to speak in public places.

I play dirty, live dirty and do dirty things.

Oh Lord,  the God who create the heavens and the earth, 

Forgive my sins and draw me close to you

Feel my heart with your words and give me the grace to be committed to you.

Until I have you Oh Lord, I cant have peace - This is indeed my cry In an intense pain